5.18.2008
5.17.2008
oils again, only you

prepped a few canvases the other day (25+ smallies), looking forward to working in oils again. also started a larger bat painting.

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5.14.2008
4.28.2008
working
anyway, i've been falling asleep with my sketchbook in hand, then waking suddenly in the middle of the night to draw it all out. a lot of these lines were initially drawn in the dark (blind), but then i'd get restless and have to turn on the light to finish it.
during my visit to portland last week, i got to see other friends' work spaces. here is colleen's at periscope.
here is craig's at home.
here's my guest desk, an awesome spot with great daylight (obviously not shown in this picture because it's night time). i did a few good drawings here.***
mit Daumen u. Pflaumen
no one calls if it's a regular day. regular is unspecial and disposable. form a habit to forget, make it a standard. "what the hell happened today?" - "lived a little, that's about it." even extreme incidences: car crashes, births and pony rides, international crises, two girls one cup barely wakes us from the systemic ennui.
at a party there were people coming at me from all sides; everywhere i turned there was a tide of familiar faces, the startled sparkling eyes. i screamed "I KNOW EVERYBODY!" and tried to rip my own face off. did anyone there know that time was passing, that it's always passing? i used to think the Italian futurists were idiots, but i'm finally beginning to understand their cliquish charm.
some time ago my real life ended, and another one and began. i'm ghosting, and sometimes admittedly it's fun. but i have never felt so responsible for my own fun as i do now. yet another thing that comes with being alone.
there is no real meaning to this, it's just for the record.
with thumbs and plums,
lp
some doors lead to other doors, while others just lead to clothes, all of which are not my own.

















